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<\/p>\nWhen I was a child, I never really knew what I wanted to be once I was grown up, there was no particular job I wanted, didn’t think too much about it. However, now I look back, there were signs\u2026<\/p>\n
When I was a young reader, I loved the \u2018Little House on the Prairie\u2019 books by Laura Ingalls Wilder, so much so I\u2019d go to sleep dreaming about building my own log cabin, where I might find water and food in the woods or on the prairie, and how I\u2019d cook and eat it all! The pioneering lifestyle of the 1800s was of course in no way as simplistic or idealised as it is in those marvelous books, but that didn\u2019t matter to little young me \u2013\u00a0it wasn\u2019t the simplicity of life that appealed. What I found fascinating was exploring a different world new to me, the books\u2019 survival aspects, and how it allowed me to observe the basic needs of humans and what little we need to live. I still find this fascinating, whether I\u2019m reading dystopian YAs, watching \u2018The Walking Dead\u2019 on television, or disaster movies on the big screen. I enjoy taking things back to basics and examining our essential nature. And of course I still have my Little House books…<\/p>\n
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At the same time, my favourite childhood toy was a doll\u2019s miniature bureau. It was so precious to me I never used it. It had tiny a drawer and little notepads, minuscule pencils and a clipboard. I had other doll furniture too, but when my parents had to sell most of it during the 80s recession, I kept the bureau.<\/p>\n
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When I was a child, I also loved the Jill Murphy \u2018Worst Witch\u2019 books. The main character was Mildred Hubble, a hapless pupil at Miss Cackle’s Academy for Witches. I identified with her good intentions, dreamt of being a backstage hero like her and of saving the day where I could, and I loved the idea of magic. I still have good intentions and wish I were magical, though never became a magician. I still have the books though…<\/p>\n
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I also loved time outside, soaking up the beauty of nature. We didn\u2019t have a garden as such, more a corridor of pavers with bushy borders, but there were flowers among the bushes and I used to make \u2018perfume\u2019 by soaking petals in jars of water. I would never become much of a gardener, though I did some work experience in my teens as a ranger and really enjoyed it. I loved studying science at school too, learning how the world worked. Sometimes I\u2019d go into the woods near our home and watch animals or birds, build shelters or tree houses. Who doesn\u2019t love the idea of a tree house? Another of my favourite childhood toys: the ‘Family Tree House’…<\/p>\n
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But even today I\u2019d much rather sit behind a desk than have a physical job, work in the field or a laboratory. I\u2019m certainly no survivalist, no matter how interested I was and still am in the subject. When it comes to household chores, I\u2019d rather tidy, file and do our tax returns than mend walls or doors, water plants or fix the car. I loved lego as a kid because I love building worlds, not because I like architecture or actually building.<\/p>\n
No, my path was always obvious in hindsight. I remember being eight years old and reading books in the dark by torchlight, long after I was supposed to be asleep. I wrote poetry and short stories from a young age, established a writers\u2019 group at school, read English at University thanks to all manner of grants and awards, and spent my summer holidays writing for the local newspaper \u2013 for free. I spent a few years working as a solicitor trying to be a hero and save the day, but ultimately it was my desk that lured me into my true vocation: working on books everyday from my home office, conjuring magic and examining our essential nature as humans as I explore new worlds in my fantasy and science fiction stories. I get to be a different kind of hero now, writing heroic but flawed characters reflective of real people who at least try to save the day, as well as themselves. Survival is a big part of that. I guess the writing was on the wall!<\/p>\n
Now I have kids of my own, with the first going to high school next year, I look for signs in their interests and activities that might reveal who they\u2019re going to be when they\u2019re older. With technology advancing as it is, it\u2019s likely that their future vocations haven\u2019t been invented yet, so as their mum I try to keep them focused on skill development rather than possible job identification. Still, I look for signs. My son drew me this picture the other day because I saved a turtle at a nearby national park. It was on the road and injured, so I took it down to the water and waited until it swam away in case I needed to take it to the vet. Each of these little characters wear a cape, because all of nature is heroic to our family.<\/p>\n
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What about you? Were there signs when you were growing up that hint in hindsight at who you would become as an adult? What were your favourite stories and toys, and do you still have any? Go on a journey down memory lane and you might just discover something new yet old about your own character!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
When I was a child, I never really knew what I wanted to be once I was grown up, there was no particular job I wanted, didn’t think too much about it. However, now I look back, there were signs\u2026 When I was a young reader, I loved the \u2018Little\u2026<\/p>\n